This isn’t love and light; it’s facing fear, pain and your worst nightmares in the shadows where you’re at your most vulnerable. Are you ready to play?
I didn’t have a plan B when I quit the job that was soul sucking my life away. I just didn’t have a choice. I wanted change but I wasn’t ready to change. It didn’t matter whether I was ready or not, I had to go with the flow of the Universe because she knows best and she had already chose for me.
The same thing that I warn people of, that the healing journey is not one to be taken lightly, is the same thing tripping me up right now. You never know where this journey will take you. You have to be open minded and open hearted to any and all possibilities. If there’s one thing I want to teach it is that. Often when we don’t leave our comfort zones willingly, we are forcibly removed from them in a painful and surprising way. Regardless of who you are and where you’re at, you have to take that L with grace and dignity.
Spiritual expansion is the goal. Not worldy expansion and acquisition of material wealth and comfort. Although that is a nice reward and desired outcome. Spiritual self development doesn’t always look pleasant and pretty and like something someone would want to do. You have to go through the painstaking work of peeling back the veils of illusion in search of personal truth for yourself. It’s a solo journey. It doesn’t always make sense to others. With unprecedented soul journeying comes relative depths within oneself that no one else can describe, no one else can claim to understand, and no one else can advise us open. We are the only ones in there, and we are the only ones with whom we can consult about our inner depths.
It’s a communal journey. The amazing thing about openly and honestly sharing with ourselves and others about what we think and feel, is that it automatically attracts people to us who match with our vibration, and it automatically repels people who don’t. The part of this that causes pain, is when we have emotional or familial attachments to people who’s vibration doesn’t resonate with ours, then it hurts when they are naturally pulled away. But there can be no other way.
Self love is not a game. No one ever teaches us these things. We live in a capitalist society that only encourages…